Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth. ~Benjamin Disraeli
I believe that there is so much meaning in the above quote that I suggest you read it over several times. And as you do try to think about the times in your life where you may have been apologetic about the way you were feeling. Were you being true to your feelings, or were you embarrassed and maybe even a little ashamed at how you felt?
I am a layman when it comes to the human body but I do know that our feelings are generated within the different areas of our brain. But for this example, I would rather speak to the emotional center of our feelings, and that is our hearts. It is within our hearts that we feel the emotional turmoil created when we lie about what we are actually feeling.
They always say that the heart speaks the truth, and I accept this. All I have to do is remember how a lost love or a betrayal by someone close to me made me feel. It was as if my heart was literally breaking in two.
Unlike our fellow animals that survive on instinct alone we have both instinct and a reasoning brain. And as modern human beings we rely more on that reasoning brain than we do on our million year old instincts. Which is truly a shame.
In our reasoning brain we can logically defend many sides of an argument. And make a choice that may not be true, but it fits how we feel at the time. But it is the heart – the seat of our intuition – that is never wrong.
Very often we do apologize for how we are feeling. We do it because we are afraid. We may be afraid of getting another person angry at us or causing another to stop liking or even loving us. We do it because others may say things like, “Man up.” “Just like a woman to cry.” “Hey, this is a tough world. Get over it.” “You’re acting like a baby.” But we are also hurting.
I think the world would be a better place, and our lives a bit more tranquil, if we accepted how we’re feeling and in the right circumstances and time, we shared it with those who have hurt us. After all, it is our truth.
With Love,
Michael
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